takes two to tango

It's a curse to have a journal at home and to have a blog online specially when you're only on prepaid internet.
(pldt DSL gods, where art thou?! you're cramping my style!!!)

Ok, so why is this a new sort of forever?

Well, first off, I just heard the acoustic rendition of my poem-turned-song done by a friend of mine who's in LA. Very Dashboard Confessional-ish. He's sending me a copy of the album by the end of this year with my song in it. hehehe. Royalties here I come. Ha! Suuuuure royalties my arse. I must be insane...

I've paid my dues, time after time. I've done my sentence, but committed no crime. And bad mistakes, I've made a few. I've had my share of sand kicked in my face, but I've come through.

I have just gone through a week of staying at home and tutoring my nephew. Actually that was two weeks, but hey, I'm not really in the same time frame as the rest of the world anyhow. So another reason for a new sort of forever, is the option that my mom's been heavily hinting at: that I stay in the States for like 6 months, get a job there, then probably go back here while I wait for the company to work on my working VISA.

For someone who doesn't really think about the future in a clear way, this has further befuddled my brains. In fact, I'm so blitzed out now that I can only think of checking out the new stuff on tianggeonline.

I think I can. I think I can.